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    & nbsp; I love you guys BEST FRIEND FOREVER

    & nbsp;  my options ... so limited, so tired, and all the same.  one or two may still raise curiosity in my mind - but thats just another far fetched possibility... which don't interest my current impatient attitude.  whats so hard about being attractive, NICE, intelligent, AND normal... when did someone make it a rule that everyone has to fuck themselves up somehow, waste their beauty and potential?  When and why do they decide "oh i think i'll be nice, normal, smart... for THIS person and for THIS reason because THIS is the right time."  It's starting to affect my confidence, makes me think i'm not worth it to whomever to want to be something good... yet I remain normal and always have been (to my knowledge). It's NOT hard and it's what i seek - it's already hard enough to find someone im attracted to and the interests be mutual... but there's so many guys that need to stop giving themselves excuses, stop being selfish, gain some control... so that when i DO get to know them i don't have to figure out that they are worthless pieces of crap with a pretty face and a lot of shit in their life that they seem to have gotten themselves into and don't care to get out of because they think they don't have to be a worthwhile human being to anyone for whatever reason.  Next person i come across that catches my interests, i hope they freakin think that i'm worth trying to be a good guy for... because it seems to me they don't COME nice and normal anymore, so i guess they'll have to change for me

Dew*

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< I can't do this :P

Freezing & the celings on the floor!
Has the title of this entry confused you? I can imagine that it has.

"Freezing & the ceiling on the floor"

    Well, my dearys. That is exactly what has happened in our house this past week. First of all, we have a gas card and have to top our gas up at the local post office, this way we can keep those sky high bills down. Mom went to the shop last Friday to top up the gas, but it didn't work. So she phoned up Thai gas and they sent a new card. It didn't work. They sent another, it didn't work. By this time it was Tuesday, so we hadn't had gas for five whole days. No central heating OR hot water. I've been having to go to Wan's and my step-Dad's for showers. So, finally, the gas people sent out a nice gas man to come and fix it for us. But yet again, it didn't work! So in total we have been without it for a whole week!

  If that's not enough, to make matters worse.. Saturday morning, my Mom noticed a massive crack in the living room ceiling! But when I say massive, I mean massive! The crack split along half of the room plus all the plaster was actually coming away from the ceiling too. It looked like the ceiling was about to fall down! Bearing in mind, the living room is directly below my bedroom. I was having a big stress attack wondering if my bedroom floor was going to fall through! What a nightmare!

 Mom decided to ring the landlord and get him to come out and have a look at it. He advised us not to stand under it (obviously!) and said that he would get a plasterer to come and re-do it all for us the next day. Talk about bad luck, hey? Things were about to get worse..

 That night, I was in my bedroom with Wan getting ready to go out, when all of a sudden we heard an almighty crash! It sounded like it had come from outside, so I immediately darted to my window thinking it was a car crash. But everything outside was fine. Then, I thought "Oh my god, the ceiling!" So we both ran downstairs and into the living room. The WHOLE of the ceiling had fell through and was all over the floor. It looked like a scene out of a film where the house has blown up! There was plaster and stones etc EVERYWHERE! I was just so glad that nobody was in the room at the time!

 Talk about bad luck!?! I think we must be cursed..

But on a higher note, today the plasterer has finished his job of putting up the plaster boards. Nobody knows how it was caused. The plasterer said it was just wear and tear unluckily. And today, our new gas card arrived! So we finally have warmth in the house again! Me & Pan were literally hugging the radiators when they came back on!

So we are all pretty much happy bunnies now!

Dew*

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  Cute?

Watch out! This is Thai boxing.

JESUS...

Have you ever dated someone you just knew, from the first time you met her, that she was the one you wanted to spend your life with?  As you laughed and talked and marveled together, you felt your love deepen to a heart bond that you knew you never wanted to free yourself from.  And have you ever been shocked to find one day that the one you loved so deeply and who you thought loved you just as passionately, had been dating other guys and, moreover, was spending more and more of here time with your worst enemy?
Have you ever had to leterally turn a lover over to a mortal enemy to allow her to find out for herself what his intentions toward her really were? Have you ever had to lie in bed knowing she was believing his lies and was sleeping with him every night?  Have you ever sat helplessly by in a parking lot, while your enemy and his friends took turns raping your lover even as you sat nearby, unable to win her heart enought so she would trust you to rescue her?  Have you ever called this one you ahd loved for so long, even the day after her rape, and asked her if she was ready to come back to you only to have her say her heart was still captured by your enemy?  Have you ever watched your lover's beauty slowly diminish and fade in a haze of alcohol, drugs, occult practices, and infant sacrifice until she is no longer recognizable in body or soul?  Have you ever loved on so much that you even send your only son to talk with her about your love for her, knowing that he will be killed by her? (And in spite of know all of this, he was willing to do it because he loved her, too, and believed you were meant for eachother.)
All this and more God has endured becasue of his refusal to stop loving us.

ก็อย่างท� ��่ได้อ่า� �กันล่ะนะ อย่าลืมท� ��ตามด้วย� �ะเฟ้ย

This is all your ordered come and copy 'cuz I'll deleted it soon

   I've made my mind up because I have to think about Michigan :P in actual I have to say that I hated Michigan SO MUCH  how come? 'cause there's countryside!! but now I think it's cool ( well,by both meanings ) so I love there ,at leats,so many snows are there. I've never ever seen real snow before  I've just seen the fake snow in Dream World gr8! well, and my school is Orchard View High School seems nice but I really don't know much.

  Oh! Today is a Songkran day,  the traditional Thai New Year celebrations see this http://www.tatnews.org/events/events/april/2 343.asp" title="http://www.tatnews.org/events/events/april/2 343.asp" target="_blank"http://www.tatnews.org/events... that's cool

 I went to Khaosan Road, check out! http://www.khaosanroad.com" title="http://www.khaosanroad.com" target="_blank"http://www.khaosanroad.com  so many forigners lol some guys are very handsome! HAHA see pics how funny is it!

  Enjoy!

 Oh! I am going to USA can you believe it? I really don't know what to do and I'm not plan about it yet 'cause in fact I have to go to my Thai school ( Tepleela School ) until August 2005 :P that's worst. I thought I have the oppurtunity to drop garde 11th at my Thai school but cannot! I can't drop that's it but it's okay I'm waiting for August 2005 cannot wait! freeek!!!!

Michigan is great!!!!

I love there :P Michigan

I'm going to Muskegon

    & nbsp; "All the pain I thought I knew
    & nbsp; All my thoughts lead back to you 
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   Bac k to what was never said
    & nbsp; Back and forth inside my head "

She's ROCK

Now Showing and waiting for

Star Wars Episode III Revenge Of The Sith

My Barcode :P  just made it, cute?

Another!  just made it :P

For Timmi if you are reading haha

aha this is my mate called Nan ok! now I placed your pic so you still angry me? do not angry me anymore k? come on!!!! i love you xx

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;   My Romance

" My romance doesn't have to have a moon in the sky.

  my romance doesn't need a blue lagoon standing by.

 No month of may,no twinkling stars.

 No hide away,no softly guitars.

 My romance doesn't need a castle rising in Spain.

 Nor a dance to a contantly surpising refrain.

 Wide awake I can make my most fantastic dreams come true.

 My Romance doesn't need a thing but  you"    & nbsp;   &n bsp;

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;        

    & nbsp;       & nbsp;   &n bsp;

 

 

Sometimes when it's quiet, I think back about my elementary school days. I still remember kids slamming lockers and causing trouble in the halls. A lot of kids would run into the john to sneak a smoke and puff their brians out between classes. Then stupidest thing was that the teachers who came into the johns trying to catch them were the same ones who smoked in the teachers' lounge. I could never understand that.

   When I started grade 7th, Mom put me in a Catholic school, even though we weren't Catholic. ( well,I'm Protestant ) I begged her to let me stay at my " normal " school with all my friends. But she said, " Now, Dew, I want you to be perfect in school. I want you to grow up right and all, and them Catholics know how to run a tight ship, " you know, I hated the uniforms and I hated the school. But now I am in public school name Tepleela School in Bangkok.

   When my Dad  started  drinking, the more he drank, the more he tried to spank us ( me and my older sister ). When he did, he would use a large switch from the tree. Thank God! we could run faster than he, and he usually didn't catch us :P

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;     & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp; 

I went to Pattaya International Music Festival but I think it was not international because there h ad no American band I saw just Thai band and Asian band maybe you must name it like a Pattaya Asian music festival lol but it was cooool! I like there Pattaya is a great place and so many foreigners are there lots of nice guys hehe I hope I would have the opportunity to go there again :P

All the best

Dew*

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     Hi you guys, First I'll tell you about myself, my name is Narumol or Dew or Yadapha whatever you call : P    I was born in Nakhon Ratchasima known as Korat it's in Northeast of Thailand or in Thai word we called Issan then I moved to Bangkok well, I grow up here and I am now studying at Tepleela School. I'll turn 16 year-old in July 9th, 2005 : P

  well I'm not good at writing English much but I'll try I know my English is not very good. I've recieved a scholarship to become an exchange student in USA in August 2005 ! How does it feel to become an exchange student? I feel excited 'til I've applied for a J -1 US Exchange Student Visa.

  It's like a Oh my God! I've got US visa lol it's hard, you know, when I interviewed the officer of US Embassy was  ............. like a unkind you might know and in fact all of the conversation is by English!

   Now,I have 4 months before I left Bangkok  I still don't know which state I would go maybe Florida or Wisconsin whatever, I like all of 50 states of USA.

 Well,thank you for your reading me today and hope you come again , may be tomorrow ok?  byeee see ya

All the best,

Dew

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